Manuel and the Magic Fox
By E. Sedia
Manuel
Lainez walked across the reddish sand of the Playas Valley. The
sun
almost touched a low mountain range that hid the town of
Lordsburg from view, and Manuel picked up his step. He had lingered
at the Navajo reservation for too long, in thrall to his uncle's
tales, and now he hurried back home, to the Pueblo, the crisp
April air invigorating his every step. His
uncle Tobi tried to tempt Manuel to stay at the reservation
overnight, and miss the Mass tomorrow morning. He could never
resist
making a dig at the Pueblo and their love of the Spaniards
and
the Spaniards' church. Manuel would've agreed, if it
weren't for his fear of his mother's ire. She was most
vocal in her disapproval of Manuel spending time in the
company of "that legless drunk." Manuel did not think his mother
cruel—she had been kind to Uncle Tobi when he came
home from Germany last year. Manuel guessed that now she
was angry
because
uncle Tobi had lost only his legs in the war, while Manuel's
father had lost all of him.
Manuel was determined to get home before dark, but he halted his
steps once he noticed tracks on the sand. At first he thought it
was a coyote, but the tracks were much too small. They led in the
same direction as the Pueblo, and Manuel decided to follow them,
as long as he did not stray from his path.
The tracks weaved between the sand ridges and circumvented the
patches of cacti. This land was so dry that it was hard to imagine
the lush farms of Pueblo that lay just a mile to the east. Manuel's
shadow grew longer with every step, but he kept his nose to the
ground, following the delicate chain of small four-toed prints.
He crested a sand ridge and looked down, into the green of the
valley and the scattering of the adobe roofs. From this distance,
the village looked like a giant beehive, with its interconnected
buildings piled on top of each other, most of them lopsided with
the added rooms. Manuel adjusted the shoulder strap of his satchel,
and noticed that the tracks ended abruptly. Manuel squinted, hard
pressed to believe his eyes. A small fox, his fur as bright as
a flame, sat in the shadow of the ridge, smiling at him.
The
story of the Trickster Coyote and his companion Fox was
still fresh
in Manuel's mind. Fox was the only one who was ever
able to outsmart the Coyote, and the thought filled Manuel
with respect. He knew that the Trickster and the company
he kept were
not friends of the people; on the other hand, if one
encountered any malevolent forces, he should do his best to appease
them—that
was simple common sense. "Here,
Mr. Fox," Manuel said. "Are you hungry?"
The fox wagged his tail and crept closer, the black rubbery lips
curled to show his white teeth.
Manuel
took his satchel off his shoulder, and felt inside. Uncle
Tobi never
sent him home without a snack for the road, and Manuel
took out a half-eaten SPAM sandwich. "You want this?" he
said to the fox. The
fox approached, in cautious mincing steps, and its white
teeth snatched the sandwich
from Manuel's fingers. The fox ate
as if he was completely famished—the sandwich was
gone before it even touched the ground, and the fox licked
his
face with a
small, red tongue. Manuel
laughed. "You want some more, don't you?" he
said. "I know it's tough being a fox these days. Hardly
any livestock around, and all the people going to and fro. It's
war, you see." He looked for more food as he spoke, and
the fox's eyes never strayed from the satchel decorated
with
white and black glass beads. "Sorry,
Mr. Fox," Manuel said. "All I've is some
cornbread, but foxes do not eat that kind of stuff, I suppose."
The
fox's tail drummed on the ground, as if he were trying to
say, "I'll tell you what foxes eat."
Manuel offered a chunk of yellow bread on his palm, and the fox
devoured it as enthusiastically as the first offering.
"That's
it, Mr. Fox." Manuel heaved the satchel back
onto his shoulder. "I know it's not much. You better
stay away from the village. But next time I'm coming this
way I'll bring you something."
The fox backed into the elongated blue shadows of the ridge, and
disappeared from sight. Manuel blinked, and realized that the sun
had set. He ran down the ridge, toward the scattered lights of
the village.
His heart fluttered with anticipation of a scolding as he opened
the screen door that led to their first-story apartment. He half-hoped
that he would be able to sneak to his room undetected and pretend
that he was home hours ago, but he heard a female voice that belonged
to one of the neighbors, and a low, resonant baritone of the village
priest, coming from the living room.
Worried,
he looked into the shadows of the living room, disrupted
by a single
flame of a kerosene lamp. "What's going
on?"
"Manuel!" the
neighbor, an old Zuni woman with a smooth skin and
a kindly face, said. "Your mother is not well. Where
have you been?"
"Visiting
Uncle Tobi," Manuel said, his guilt washing over
him like a hot wave. "What's wrong with Mom?"
"The
doctor said it's a stroke," the priest said. "There's
nothing he can do for her—it just has to run its
course."
"Will
she be okay?" Manuel said. The
old priest steepled his wrinkled hands. "We can pray,
Manuel. We can pray."
#
Manuel prayed. He prayed to Jesus and to the Virgin, to the ancestors
and other benevolent spirits, kachinas. Two days had passed, but
still all sounds reached Manuel through a thick blanket of his
shock, and seemed far away. With his mother laid up, he found himself
caring for the garden and the house. His mother regained consciousness,
but seemed to have lost much of her memory. She confused Manuel
with her husband, and occasionally with her father. The left half
of her body was paralyzed, and Manuel avoided looking into her
face, slack and suddenly alien. The
neighbors helped the best they could—some brought
food over, and one kind soul even let Manuel borrow his
radio.
The apparatus sat on the living room table, and distracted
Manuel
from his private,
small grief by the reports of large and important events.
His mother listened too, frowning every time the news from
the front
came
in. There was also an unrest in the Japanese relocation
center at Santa Fe; there was another one at Lordsburg.
They were
just a few miles west of the Pueblo, and as he swept the
earthen floor
clean, Manuel contemplated whether it was something he
should be worried about. His
mother moaned, and Manuel came closer. "What
do you need, Mom?"
Her
right eye stared at him with unexpected lucidity. "What
day is it, Manolo?"
"It's
Tuesday, Mom."
"Why
aren't you at school?"
"I
couldn't leave you alone," he said. She
lifted her right arm and wriggled her fingers in a vaguely
dismissive gesture. "You have to be at school.
If I need anything, I'll holler and Mrs. Valdez from upstairs
will
check on me. Go."
Manuel obeyed out of habit. He sat through an hour of English with
Father Domenico. The thick whitewashed walls of the school still
retained the chill of early spring. Manuel did not hear a word,
too busy worrying. Last Christmas, when they received the news
of his father's death, Manuel bore it like a man. Maybe it was
easier because he had died so far away, and in his secret heart
Manuel could still hope that a mistake was made, and father would
come home one day, when the war was over. Perhaps, they said that
he was dead as a cover up; perhaps, he was recruited as one of
the code talkers, all of whom were Navajo. He could not pretend
the same way with his mother who lay in her room, her left leg
and arm as useless as logs, her spit trailing onto the pillow.
"Manuel." Father
Domenico stood over him, his long fingers tucked into the sleeves
of his brown Franciscan robe. "Are
you paying attention?"
"No,
Father," Manuel said. The faces of his classmates all
turned toward him—everyone knew that his mother was ill
and perhaps dying. There were no secrets in the Pueblo. Father
Domenico nodded. "I understand. I won't
call on you today, and if you need to miss a day or two,
go ahead. Just
make sure that you keep up with your school work."
"Thank
you, Father." Manuel almost choked on his words—if
the normally stern Franciscan was so kind, then things were
really bad.
Manuel contemplated going to the reservation to ask uncle Tobi
for help. Then again, what could he do? Uncle Tobi was great for
stories, but not much else.
Manuel
daydreamed for the rest of the school day, and ran home as
quickly as his legs would carry him.
He burst through the door
and ran to his mother's room. "Mom, how are you?"
She
opened her eyes. "I'm fine, Manolo. The girl
cleaned the place, and made me some squash soup."
"What
girl?" Manuel asked. His
mother gave half a shrug. "I don't know.
A pretty girl, strange-looking. I think her name was Tomiko."
Manuel
was certain that there was no such girl, especially not with
such a weird name. He suspected that
mother got confused again,
mistaking round Mrs. Valdez for a pretty girl. "Sure, Mom."
The
house was indeed clean—and much nicer
than he would've ever accomplished. The floors were swept,
the furniture was dusted,
and a pot of sweet-smelling squash soup sat on the stove.
He tasted it, and thought that it was unusual but good. He then
went upstairs
to thank Mrs. Valdez. The
woman rounded her eyes. "What are you talking about?
I went downstairs once this morning." She motioned toward
the stove. "I was just baking some cornbread for your Mom."
All the other neighbors also denied their responsibility for helping
Manuel out. Moreover, no one had seen a girl matching the description.
The next day he left the school early, and crouched down as soon
as he entered his yard. He bent low and ran through the garden
to approach the house from the side. He peeked in through the kitchen
window, and drew a sharp breath. There was indeed a young girl,
perhaps a year older than Manuel. She sat by the kitchen table,
mending one of Manuel's old shirts, and sung to herself in
no language he knew. Her golden face was bowed, and Manuel could
only see her high cheekbone and almond shaped eye half-hidden behind
the long eyelashes.
Manuel tiptoed back to the door, and entered the house as quietly
as a mouse. He saw the girl's shoes, black patent leather
mary-janes, standing demurely by the wall.
She startled when he entered the kitchen, and stood, her white
dress printed with blue flowers resembling a fluttering moth.
"It's
okay," he said. "I'm Manuel. Thank
you for helping us."
The
girl blushed. "It's my pleasure. I'm Tomiko."
"Are
you new here?" Manuel said. She
nodded. "I've been hiding in the desert for the
past few days." She looked down at the sewing clutched in
her small hands. "I was in the camp by Lordsburg."
Manuel
let out a slow breath. "You're Japanese?
You've escaped from the relocation center?"
Her
sweet smile grew tense. "‘Relocation center'?
That's as much of an understatement as a ‘reservation'."
Manuel
opened his mouth to answer, and closed it again. The girl was
right. "This Pueblo here is not really a reservation," he
finally managed. "I
know," she said. "But you have relatives on the Navajo
reservation, don't you?"
"How
did you know that?"
"I
saw you a few days back," the girl said. "Oh.
Yes, I do have relatives there." Manuel let his mouth
do the talking, but something did not add up. The girl seemed
too clean, too pristine for someone who lived in the desert
for several
days. And why did she still linger here? She
must had seen the mistrust and apprehension on his face;
she smiled, showing her white, small teeth. "I
have family there, you know. I wish I could stay with them.
But that
place was too
terrible. All the barbed wire . . . I just couldn't."
Manuel
sat down next to the girl, and touched her smooth forearm
with his fingertips. "You can stay here," he said. "If
you want to, of course."
"Thank
you. I think I might." Tomiko's face brightened. "Let's
go and see how your mom is doing."
#
Tomiko stayed, and Manuel and his mother grew used to her presence.
Content that Tomiko would keep an eye on his mother while he was
gone, Manuel went to school every day. When he came home, he did
his chores in the garden and around the house. With Tomiko around,
he felt renewed and confident that everything would work out fine. At
night, Manuel told her some of the stories he learned from
uncle Tobi—how Coyote caused the flood when he stole
the Water Monster's baby, and how he taught witchcraft to
a maiden. "You
know your legends," Tomiko said once. "I thought
you might have forgotten, going to the Catholic school and
all."
"Most
Pueblo have been christened," Manuel said. "But
we still remember our ancestors. And my father is . . . was
a Navajo, and I know the legends of his people as well."
Tomiko
smiled. "People always bring their legends
with them, no matter where they go. The Japanese have legends
too, you know."
"Tell
me some."
She regaled him with tales of ghosts and faceless spirits, of the
werefoxes and the demons oni who caused the storms. They never
noticed the passage of time.
One night they sat on the porch, trading stories and looking at
the stars. The sky was clear and the stars hung over the desert,
yellow and fuzzy and alive. Tomiko grew restless. She did not seem
to hear Manuel, and sighed often.
"What's
going on?" Manuel asked.
Tomiko smiled and shook her head.
He let it go, and soon went to bed. As soon as he turned off the
lights he heard a light rustling in the garden. He looked outside,
and saw a small red fox. She stood a moment, her sharp muzzle raised
toward the sky, gave a bark, and ran out of the yard, to the desert.
Manuel told himself that there was no need to worry, but anxiety
gnawed at him. He went to check on his mother. She slept, her face
peaceful and whole, mended by the dreams.
Manuel slept fitfully that night. Soon after the sun rose, he heard
scraping at the front door, and then quick footsteps. He jumped
out of bed, and ran to the living room just in time to see Tomiko
put something onto the closet shelf and close the door.
He
almost forgot about that episode when Tomiko disappeared again.
And again. He could detect no pattern
in her behavior—sometimes,
a week went by without an incident, and sometimes she was
gone almost every night. No matter how hard he pressed, she refused
to answer his questions, and only begged him to trust her.
Her plea was enough at first; later, Manuel grew resentful that
she asked for his trust, while she did not offer hers. One day,
while Tomiko worked in the garden, tying the tender squash sprouts
to the trellises, Manuel went to the living room and opened the
closet door. He felt around in the darkness, unsure of what he
was searching for, but determined to find out Tomiko's secret.
His hand groped in the back shelves until he grabbed a hold of
something soft. A fox skin.
He
took the skin out and marveled at the bright red color
with white markings on the chest, stomach, and
the tip of the tail.
As small as Tomiko was, it was hard to imagine her fitting
into this tiny skin; yet there was no doubt in his mind that
she did – the
small fox he had met in the desert, the fox in his garden
was Tomiko. Manuel took the skin and stalked to his room.
He hid
the skin in
the bottom of the chest under his bed, and went outside.
He helped Tomiko in the garden until the nightfall. They went inside
to feed Manuel's mother, and then sat on the porch, eating
supper and looking at the moon. It seemed to look back at them,
round and scuffed like an old silver coin.
Tomiko
slapped her hands on her knees. "Well,
it's getting late. I'm turning in."
"Good-night," Manuel
said. He felt a little guilty but at the same time
curious at what Tomiko would do. He
heard her go to the living room, where she usually slept
on an old army cot. He lay in his bed, awake,
his eyes closed, smiling
to himself as he imagined the frustration on Tomiko's oval
face. Her footsteps ran across the hall, and she stood
in the doorway, basked in the ghostly moonlight. For the first
time
Manuel felt
a chill in her presence—he realized that she was
not human. He also remembered that Coyote and his company
were
not friends
of people. "Give
me back my skin." Her voice sounded calm, but he
could detect the underlying white-hot anger. Manuel
pulled his blanket all the way up to his chin, in an instinctive
gesture of a scared child. "I don't
have it."
"Don't
lie to me, Manuel. Give me back my skin."
He
held his ground despite his unease. "Why?
You won't tell me what you're doing out there. It must be
something bad if you're not telling me."
"It's
none of your concern. Give me back my skin."
"Or
what?" he taunted. He
saw her shoulders slump, as if her spirit was suddenly knocked
out of her. "Nothing," she said in a
breaking voice full of close tears, and ran out of the room.
Manuel reached under the bed and took the fox skin out of the chest.
He felt rotten for making her so upset. Let her keep her secrets,
he thought. She was just a young girl, not a monster.
Tomiko
was not in the living room. He could not find her anywhere—neither
in his mother's room nor in the garden. His disgust at
himself was supplanted by fear. What would she do out there
in the
desert, by herself and in human form? She had neither the
fox's endurance,
nor its fast legs, nor its sharp teeth.
He stayed up all night, listening to the wind coming from the desert,
and watching the moon make its solemn track across the sky. The
moon set, and the first orange stripes of the sunrise reminded
him of the fox's skin that lay useless on his bed.
Manuel did not go to school, and made some tea for his mother.
He went about the usual chores, but his heart was breaking at the
thought of Tomiko alone in the desert. A million things could happen
there at night, most of which he did not even want to think about.
He
saw Tomiko from the kitchen window as he washed the
dishes after lunch. Even from a distance he could see
that her clothes
were
dirty, and her steps—tired. Her mary-janes were not
meant for the desert.
Manuel ran outside, and threw his arms around Tomiko.
She
seemed too exhausted to recoil—she
just smiled weakly, her teeth gleaming in her dirty face.
Her hair, long and black,
was covered with sand and dust. Manuel took her hand, and
studied the grime that covered it, the broken and stained fingernails,
the bleeding fingertips. "It's
hard to dig with these hands," she said. With
a flash of insight, he realized that every night she were gone
she went to the relocation camp, trying
to dig a tunnel.
It was a naïve, useless gesture, but the sincerity and
selflessness of it brought tears dangerously close to his
eyes. He
shook his head. "You should've told me. I
would've come with you and brought a shovel."
"I
did not want to attract attention," Tomiko said. "And
it would've been too dangerous for you—what if you
were caught?" "I
was about to give you your skin back," Manuel said. "I'm
really sorry."
She
smiled, a hint of mischief showing through her fatigue. "I
should've told you a story about a man who married a fox
girl and hid her skin. She was going to stay with him, but
was so angered by his betrayal that she stole the skin back
and left
forever."
Manuel
looked at the ground by his feet. "I'm
sorry."
She
laughed. "It's a good thing we don't live
in a fairy-tale, isn't it?"
He
laughed too, relieved. "Does it mean you're
not going to leave?"
Tomiko
took his hand. "How could I? If people
don't abandon their legends, why would the legends abandon
them?"
They walked back to the house where the sick woman was waiting
for them, and the fox skin lay crumpled on the floor.
"Tomorrow
night," Manuel said, "I'll bring a shovel."
E.
Sedia lives with one spouse, two cats, two leopard geckos, and
many fishes in Southern New Jersey. Her first novel, According
to Crow, was published in May 2005 by Five Star (Thompson/Gale),
and short stories sold to Analog, Surreal Magazine, Oceans of the
Mind, H.P. Lovecraft's Magazine of Horror, and Spicy Slipstream
Stories, among others. Jigsaw Nation, an anthology she co-edited
with Edward J. McFadden is due from Spyre Books in May 2006. More
about her can be found at www.ekaterinasedia.com. |